Tomorrow I go back to New York for the first time since I moved out here to San Francisco last year.

I am really excited, a bit stressed out about how many things I want to cram into 3 and a half days, and also more than a little nervous about seeing my old love again. What if I don't want to get back on the plane?

I'm not wholly settled here. Maybe I'm not letting myself feel settled. Or maybe I just am not really settled. How can you know the difference?